T h u r s d a y

I just received this beautiful email. Worth sharing :)

Health :
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's — Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Take time to pray and read your Quran daily.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2009.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality :
11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do it. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society :
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything..
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life :
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come..
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Happy Reading :)

Hey btw guys, I changed my blog layout and the header picture of my blog. This is my new simple look. I came up with the ideas to change my layout from colorful to plain. I do love too my previous blog, tapi now I just nak simple look. So now I present to you my new blog layout. It's very simple, plain and white-ish, but I like it. Let me know what u think of the new layout. I hope u guys like it.

| p/s : imissmyencheboyfiesomuch and ijustcan'twaitforthisweekend ♥ |

Random Thoughts :)

Never hate those people who are jealous of you but respect their jealousy because they are the ones who think you are better than them. I can be your friend, your worst enemy, the girl of your dream. It all depends on how you treat me. Because life's about creating yourself :) So create your own beautiful life. So dear whoever read this, I hope that you can be one of my good friend, you're never alone, and that somebody out there loves you more than you will ever know. No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Sometimes when the person delete u from his/her life that doesn't mean they hate you, but they just feel better when you're not around them :) And when u feel you're not important to a person, take other initiative to move away. Not because they hate you, or what they had realized that is he/she's not happy with you, and there's no reason for you to stay and hold on :) Be positive, so smile. Just smile :)

P/s : Suddenly feels like.. I want one this polaroid camera for myself laa. Anyone here care want to belanja me? :D Let me know what you think about this camera :) Ada orang kata membazir, but I rasa mcam nak ada satu no matter what the reason it is la kan? At least ada satu. HAHA :)

Stay Positive :)

Don't envy anybody. Every person has something no one else has. Develop that one thing in yourself and make it outstanding.

If you’re alone, I’ll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I’ll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I’ll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I’ll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I’ll just be me. I believe that good things take time. Gud nites then :)

Hello Wednesday :)

No matter how ugly you think you're, there's always someone out there who thinks you're beautiful. No matter how shits and worthless you feel, there's out there who you mean the world to. No matter how many flaws you have, to one person you are perfect. No matter how much you think love is bullshit and there's no one that loves you, there is. There's someone who's waiting for the perfect chance to tell you. Someone who's always there for you. Someone who loves you even more than you love yourself. So don't give up hope. You'll find them one day :) - source

p/s : Happy 1year & 6months. Alhamdulillah :) Terima kasih sayang for everything. Hearts you! ♥

Caught My Attention

Salam. Hye Bloggers. Happy Tuesday! I've been thinking about posting this entry for a whole week. I'm not even sure how to express this thought. My heart so uncomfortable but I have to tell this. This is really caught my attention. What is the originality? Originality means u be yourself. Don't copied other people stories, other words, other lifestyle and bla bla bla. Just be yourself. I'm truly believe that everyone have their awesome lifestyle and anything. I know this is general topic that all of us face like everyday. Should I call you copycats? :|

Honestly I'm not good writer, especially in English Language. But I love writing. That's why I'm blogging. I try my very best and just be myself. "Either people love to read your blog,or even like you or not just be yourself. Forget about other unimportant things. They mean nothing to you." Keep this words. I'm here not to judge anyone but just create your own way with your own words and be yourself. Why should live in someone else world and not create your own, right? :)

For me life without blogger are just like having in a jungle or would be nothing. And writing has been a way for me to let out those feelings that I can't tell anyone. When I can't express my hidden thoughts or just say whatever comes into my head at the moment, or my daily routines. I might be a little bit down because I'll keep everything to myself. But blogging is just the way I can express it. But not for all :))

♥

True love not only accepts things that have happened, but also the things that will happen, and things that will never happen.

Muhasabah Diri

Woww, finally I have reached 375 followers and another 25 to be 400 followers. Thank God. Thank you reader. What a milestone. Tqvm for following my blog. So, since I ada blog ni. I think it was 2 or 3 years ago. I will tell you guys a bit experience writing this blog and my early life experience. I started writing blog in 2008. I created the blog and I talked about my personal thought, luahkan everything sampai menangis pun ada. Blog is one of my best friend ever. Because this is only the way I can speak, all out everything. Samada in a good or bad experience. So let the brain speak and heart decide. Btw, sorry writing entry I this time mcm rojak sikit. HAHA! I dunno, I just wrote it down. Sorry!

My life is full of the stupid drama. And I'm not going to deal with the drama anymore, so just let it happen. Grow up people. You're not in a high school anymore. Act matured with your age. I can express myself better in writing actually than in talking face to face and I get my emotions feeling over better. Dugaan dalam hidup dan friendship bukan mudah dan menyeronokkan. Maybe I've never had the hardest trial or testing in my life. And friendship but just thinking about some of the things I have endured brings tears to my eyes.

Tak ada siapa dalam dunia ni akan berkata hidup ini mudah. Dan tak ada perkara yang mudah when u want to achieve something. Faith brings strength for coping with life's trials, Insya'Allah. For the past few days, months I have learned to control my temper. I can't control my emotions. And my bf always getting mad at me when I act like this. I couldn't care less how someone's speaks, so I'm just being silent. Being silent doesn't mean that I'm a coward. I'm being silent because I have to prevent myself from dealing with people with a low mentality. Attention seeking is just pathetic. So pathetic. High school drama is overrated. I'm tired of arguing over the small and stupid stuff. I'm letting goof old hate and grudges. I'm forgiving all who have offended me, not for them but for myself.

Why get pissed off when people talk trash? Let them be, the truth will come out in the end and it's not like they are trying to physically hurt you or anything. Be nice to people but be strong at the same time and people will not only respect you but they will like you as well. So if you want people who jaga ur hati dan perasaan, u have to respect them too. " Kalau takda angin, takkan pokok bergoyang" :) So if u get a damn, don't ever asking why why and so on :)

For my family and friends, thank you for always being there for me and supporting me in all the way. Either read it or not, it's doesn't matter. Just want to say thank youuu! I really appreciate it. Readers, have faith to Allah SWT. Hope come when we trust Allah SWT with things we can't understand. Even when we can't see it. He is at work on our life. listening to problems, comforting and healing our heart. Make a du'a, perform solat and insya'Allah. Allah SWT is always with us.

p/s : sorry if entry this time macam rojak -_-

Yeah Thursday !

cake, cheese boleh hilangkan stress. gambar hiasan ;p

Hye bloggers, today I'm just doing nothing. Just like a daily routine, basuh baju, kemas rumah, vakum, main tuchenggg and blogginggg! Hee, I don't know what I'am gonna to write actually. Well now it's almost evening and recently I've been thinking about friendship a lot. It's tearing me apart inside. A lot of unhappy things have happened over the past few days. I'm not going to pretend like it never happened. I don't like and hate arguing with my friends. I've learned a lot from the past. If I was wrong and messed up, I will apologize. What hurts the most is when someone just throw around the sort of harsh word. I'm always feeling down when I think about this over and over again, it's like I don't deserve this kind of treatment. I will remain silent, let the wind blow and leave the past behind. Maybe for some people, when shit happens diaorang akan ignore, ditch and tamo jadi rapat dengan orang tu dah. I'm a different person, I will always forgive and forget and akan stick dengan orang tu no matter how bad my heart is bruised or how much peoples hate me. I'm okay with it. Because one thing I pegang "kita tak sempurna, dan kita tak boleh buat semua orang sukakan kita. Mcam tu juga kita, tak semua orang kita suka dan selesa." Agree with that? Up to u guys, it's just my thought. And I don't like seriously telling my problem to my 'friends' so most of the time, I blog about it or just let it all out here. Lagilagi with someone yang I baru kenal. Maybe sekadar meluahkan perasaan. Biasalah bila dah berkawan ramai bergaul ramai, sometimes maksud kita lain, tapi orang cakap penyampaian tu jadi lain. I'm bet u guys do the same things too.

Lately, I've been annoyed with pretty much everyone. No, scratch that everyone. Some people laaa. And I think it's probably just hormones and whatnot. Someone thinks that everyone feels like this once in a while. People have limitations on how much they can handle. Some people have a low tolerance for ignorance and annoyance. I'm not going to talk withe the person or people about this. Enough is enough. Lazy to talk about this, I want to avoid conflict. I just ignore the people. Forgive and forget. Life goes on.

p/s : Entry ini tidak dituju kepada sesiapa. Sekadar bermuhasabah diri sendiri. Sama2 kita beringat. InsyaAllah :)

Why so emo?

I am not being emo or whatsoever sooo fullstop. I would probably be a little bit upset. I'll be fine tomorrow after wake up. I am a very forgetful person indeed. So anything that happened to be recently, will automatically erase from my mind tomorrow. I'm not good enough perfect person and I don't want to be perfect plus there's nobody perfect in this world. If u don't give me a damn, I'll never act like this. And yes, maybe I'am not as good as you. And I'm not as perfect as you. So take it or leave it. I'll treat you as you treat me. Dear Allah please guide me and give me strength to face and carry on.. Amin

Life's a HIGHWAY :)

This week has been a rough week for me. It's been full of bad news and I feel sad and down but whatever. What happened to me recently is just another test from the Almighty. I must have faith in myself. God gave me faith in myself, not only on days when I'm going great and winning and nothing seems impossible but on days when the whole world looks lousy and I'm losing and the road ahead seems too hard. Nothing can bring me down.

Breaking someone's heart is awful. Mending a broken heart is not an easy task. It requires two BIG words forgive and forget. But people who have broken heart cannot easily forgive and forget, and this makes them feel the heartache more painful. We can play pranks on someone as long as it is a few harmless pranks. When people's feelings are involved then that's not really something anyone should play around with. If we live our life being mean to everyone, we're only going end up lonely. What comes around goes around. Swallow your pride.

Writing : Not To Impress

Salam, Happy Sunday everyone. Hope u guys have blast, great weekend yaw! Me? I'm not going anywhere today. Just stay at home and again, I'm blogging. LOL. Supposedly today pegi ke Batu Pahat, ada cousin's wedding. Tapi sebab kemalasan jadi urrggh. Nevermind mak abah, I won't. Seriously malas -_-

So back to my title, about writing? Yes, I think it's fair to say that we all enjoy writing. Writing is a hobby for some but it can also be therapy for others ; a release, a comfort, a way to express yourself. I write to entertain, to release my frustrations and try to make people think. I write because ONLY when I'm writing, I truly feel like me. I write simply because it's my skill. Eventho I know I'm not a good enough writer. But at least I feel happy. It's a what I do to reflect myself. To show my individuality and my uniqueness. Wah unique sangat ke kau kan? LOL. Writing is my own little world so to speak. Anddd, for personally I don't think one of us can compare anyone writing to another. Because everyone has different ways of writing and they're all unique too :) Every writer is a different. Agree? Not? HAHA! Btw for me I write to express not to impress. Enjoy reading. Salam

Saturday Notes : Random Tho ;)

Salam, bismillah. Hi bloggers. Suddenly I want to wrote this, ilham datang drop by kat otak. HAHA! Talking about people nowadays, people are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgiveness is the starting good point. If you're kind people may accuse you of selfish motives. Be kind anyway. If you're successful you'll win some unfaithful friends and genuine enemies. Succeed anyway. If you're honest and sincere people will deceive you. What you spend years creating others could destroys overnight. Create anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Agreed with me? "Tepuk dada tanya jantung". HAHA! Be happy anyway. The good u do today, will often be forgotten. Give what the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway guys :) In the finals analysis is between you and God. It was NEVER between you and them anyway. Write with full of ♥

Networking Site

This entry is talking about networking site nowadays. Especially the obvious networking now is facebook. As we know that, Facebook is one social networking site I enjoy being a part of. But there's one thing I dislike. People add people that they don't know , but know of. That has kinda spirit of Facebook, at least in my Facebook friend list. It has become cool to have many friends.

So I just deleted people I rarely talk or people I barely know on Facebook. I don't want a lots of randomers on my friend list. I don't see the point in having a person on your friends list if you don't communicate with them at all. For me, I just want people I know on my friend list. And actually so far my friend pending request is 688 peoples. What I'm supposed to do now. I'm afraid if i approve people who pretend as a stalker. So please I don't have time for that. If u really know me, just inbox me :) And to peoples if I've to deleted you or will delete you, I'm sorry. I hope this is doesn't offend you or taking it in a personal way.

My Evening

Bismillah, assalamualaikum and hello readers. Actually I have nothing to update. I just go back from Al-Khaleeq finishing my assignment and in the same time dating, boleh? Hoho.. We're doing just fine, I meant AWESOME *cough* . Thank you awak teman kitaa ;) Btw, I'm tired so lets make it simple writing.. Actually I dedicated this post to my sweet stalker..

To stalker, what I’ve told you is actually meant for you . You started it . And please facing me if u brave to speak. Come on . Don’t act so innocent -.- . Belakang je berani cakap apa cerita babe?! Anyway , take a good look at yourself . You’re not that good or better talking about people . You’re talking about me , don’t expect me to do nothing about it . AND please don’t tell me to change my attitude . Look who’s talking . You’re worst than me . Yea I admit I keep doing silly mistakes . AT LEAST I didn’t do mistakes like YOU DID ! Urgh I feel like cursing . You even make me HATE you more right now . And now you’re asking me to change my attitude ? Pfft . Whatever u said stupid, loser moron.. BLAH ;) macam tade kaitan je kan dengan title and pics kat bawah kann?!.. But biarlaaah, HAHA! ;)

almost done assignment ;)

I'm only human

Don’t waste your time worrying about boys. Boys will come and go. Don’t waste your time caring about the people who don’t like you. Chances are you don’t like them either. Don’t waste your time worrying if people are talking about you. You affected their lives, they didn’t affect yours. Waste your time with friends. Live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it’s something you’ll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, cause your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything.

HAPPY READING everyone :)

Hardest Things in Falling In LOVE

1. Falling in love with your bestfriend .

2. Falling in love with someone in love with your
bestfriend .

3. Loving someone too much it hurts .

4. Choosing to let go of someone you love so
much because it’s the only right thing to do .

5. It takes time to have the one you LOVE, but just
a second to lose it forever, LOVE is bliss until it’s
gone .

6. Belonging to someone else when the right one
comes along .

7. Falling in love with someone who belongs to
someone else .

8. Choosing between friendship and a relationship .

9. Pretending to be NOT IN LOVE with someone
when you’re actually dying to tell him/her that you
are .

10. Admitting to be in love with a friend despite
his/her imperfections .

11. Realizing that the more you to try to forget, the
more you try to fight the feeling, you just find
yourself falling in love even more .

12. Letting go of someone; and then realizing you
will never find another one like him/her .

13. After so many years of being together, you find
out one day you’re not in love anymore .

14. Trying to hide your feelings from someone only
to find out later that he/she loves you back and
then you realize your chance has already passed .

15. The HARDEST thing about falling in love is
believing it exists after love has failed you time and
time again .